Have you ever felt like
you knew every crevice
every inch of a person
but in reality
you didn’t know them at all?
Have you laid quietly in your empty bed
and stayed very still
so maybe you can feel them
just like you always have?
Have you wished upon something so hard
that you can’t imagine it not coming true
but in the end
you’re falling right back to the bottom of the mountain?
Have you loved someone so much
that when you think of them
your heart feels like its about explode in your throat?
Did you ever jump around in your room
and feel like your thirteen
just because he texted you “Sup”
and you think he really cares?
Have you ever watched someone change
and you don’t like what you see?
Have you ever been scared?
Scared of what will
instead of what was.
Have you closed your eyes
and saw him behind them
because thats the only thing that will put you to sleep at night
Have you ever found the one and didn’t get a chance
because you were scared
worried about what if instead of what was
Because What if?
I hate change.I hate change. I hate change.