Being Sick Sucks.


I’m sick and it majorly sucks. 

I feel like I’ve been sick for about 2 months now and NOTHING is helping. I haven’t really gone to the doctor but now its just  becoming a pain in the ass. I can barely see ( swollen eyes) and my nose like a faucet. I am gross. I don’t understand how anyone could find me attractive at just a disgusting state. But shockingly, people are still looking at me without cringing. 

 I really can’t afford to get sick and not go to work. I need the money and if I don’t show up they aren’t going to give me any work. I might as well wear an eye patch and tape tissues against my nose than to lose money. I also can’t miss school. I’ve only missed school once because I was sick and the only reason I didn’t want to go was because I couldn’t manage to get out of bed. But this sickness ins’t like that, this is just annoying.

I feel like getting sick is gods way of telling you to slow down. I am always running around and I never sleep. I guess that’s why I’ve been so sick for so long. I don’t let my body rest. In my life, there is no time for resting. Today I just chilled out and I feel like I got nothing done. It was a waste of a day because I wasn’t running around like a maniac like I always am. I need to let myself just chill and relax. This coming week is a slow one, I didn’t really plan anything because I am feeling so crappy, I don’t want to burn myself out. 

I am pretty good when I’m sick though,I still manage to truck along with a roll of toilet paper and a prayer.I just need to get better because I want to see people without being worried of getting them sick. This being sick is really getting in the way of my life.

Sickness, BACK OFF… Sniffle… 

sarah.

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