this song has been in my head all day. I’ve been so busy with work and crap that I haven’t been on. Thought I’d share some music that is keeping me going..

Thank you Little Big Town

Happy Sunday!


Fade Into you

So I’ve been watching the new show Nashville on Abc. As much as I don’t like Hayden Panettiere, I really love this show. The music in show is amazing and this song is my favorite. It’s so sassy and sexy. Even though this show is extremely dramatic, and I have enough of that in my life, I really enjoy just sitting on my recliner after a long hardworking week and flip on my ONDemand and see this show waiting for me. It’s a guilty pleasure, but so are all my shows..

Have a great Monday!

Staring at the Sun

So Jason Aldean’s New Album Night Train came out earlier this month and this was the first song I heard off the album. I love Jason Aldean alot, but I must say, I have a feeling that this album is going to be my favorite. In an interview with Taste of Country he said that “Staring at the Sun” was his favorite song on the album and I couldn’t agree more. The line “She gets on you
Under your skin like a tattoo She’ll always be there.” Hits me really hard. Lately things are really different and I don’t get to spend time with Scottie or any of my friends as much as I want to. I am always so busy. But I know I am like a tattoo, I’m not going anywhere. Even though I am busy, I will come back and I hope they will be there waiting for me.

I wish there was more time in the day to get everything done.


Turning off Real Life.

Over the weekend, I went upstate NY  to visit some friends. I don’t know what it is about being up there around the farms and wide open spaces that opens my mind and helps the creative inspiration and energy flowing again. As we were driving, outside every window was another breath taking image. They almost looked like pictures, thats how perfect it was there. You are in the country side where is green and the air is fresher and cleaner and the bugs are the majority, not people.When I was up there , I walked  around alot. I was always wondering deep into thought because everything I was seeing around me was so beautiful and peaceful. In my head it was like my brain was being drained and seeping into the soft fertile earth. When I go there, I tend to forget what its like at home. When I am there, I hear coyotes instead of honking horns, and when I look up,I see stars. They aren’t like ordinary stars, these stars look like they are going to fall on your face. I also got to go on a tractor, I didn’t turn it on, but it was awesome. I love everything about the country, the music,the people,the atmosphere . I really can’t stand this fast pace moving shit. Everyone is in a rush to get somewhere. In the country its all about patience. It may take you a half hour to get to the food store, but once you get there, its worth it.

I had an awesome vacation. It may have only been 3 days, but it felt like a week.I can’t wait to go back!


Proceed to Party.

I saw Toby Keith last night with my cousin and her friends. Like always, he puts on an amazing concert. He’s not even my favorite country star. I must say, there are so many Red Necks in New Jersey. The one thing I am really surprised that is how many people start fighting when they are drunk. It’s like you are going to get arrested, whats the point?

I’ve only gotten into a fight once in my life. But I was like 13 and i don’t know why I did it. It was an experience, and I surprisingly didn’t get my ass beat, GO ME!


Sing to me Ray.

Ray Charles sing to me

belt out the strongest words in my direction

feel the vibrations of my lips on your neck as I kiss you.

We got all the time Charlie

it’s just you and me.

Let me help glide you around the dance floor

as the piano plays sweet melodies

that will carry us into the night.

Ray Charles sing to me

sing  to me till I sleep one last time

sing to me till I come home.

People of World…


Tonight during the closing ceremony of the Olympics, I saw my childhood seep out of the woodwork. It was pure amazing.

When I was 6 years old, my cousin Joan and I LOVED the Spice Girls. We were obsessed, along with Backstreet Boys and Nsync. We were 90’s girls, what do you expect? When I found out that the spice girls were playing at the closing ceremony I immediately called Joan, I knew she would be as excited as I was. As I watched, I was amazed how much they sounded the same as they always were. It was a very nostalgic moment.
I wish the music of this era was still around today because 80’s and 90’s music was awesome. Everything about the 90’s was awesome in my opinion. The cartoons were better, the clothes weren’t as stupid looking, the music was hell of alot better and even though it was about sex and shit, it wasn’t like they were throwing it in your face like they are now.
My cousin and I now still like the same music, but now its country. She always invites me to go to concerts with her and her friends and its so fun. My cousin Joan influences me alot. For a while I was into punk rock and she wasn’t but besides that,when she liked something, I liked it too. I guess because shes older than me, maybe that’s why.I’ve always looked up to Joan. She is as close to a sister as I am ever going to get and I’m really happy I get to share moments like “seeing the Spice Girls again after 13 years” with her.

Congrats to all the Athletes, it was fun watching, see you in Rio!

Love on Top.

I have loved Beyonce since she was in Destiny’s Child. When I was younger I would sing through my hair brush all Beyonce’s songs. She really is inspiring to all woman. She is living proof that any woman,any race can be heard. I love Beyonce because she is a positive influence on young girls showing them that you can be independent and no man should ever get you down. This is Beyonce’s new song, I love it. You Go Beyonce!


Nebraska Jones.

This is the girl in the popular  song “Somebody that I used to Know”. I really love that song.. and I really am starting to like Kimbra ( this artist). This is probably one of the most straight forward songs I think I have ever heard. Theres no fluff in the lyrics, shes just saying ” I wanna have a baby with you”. Plain and Simple. I think I like straight forward songs because I am just a simple person. The things I say don’t have double meanings or anything. They are straight forward, and you aren’t going to get anywhere in life if you aren’t. People aren’t going to waste their time and try and guess what you are saying.. people these days are lazy.
Hope you enjoyed this song.. I really like her alot.


What Will the Future Hold for Me?

So I’ve been thinking and listening to this song for the entire weekend. I wonder where I will be when I’m 33, I wonder if I find myself. I feel like a high schooler. I feel like I don’t have grasp on anything. I wish I wasn’t so afraid to get hurt. Maybe I’d feel better.

Miranda Lambert, you make me think :)