I wish you the best
but on the inside
I hope you cry yourself to sleep
clutching onto tear soaken pillows
wishing things were better
wishing we were better.
everything takes time.
I look out the window
and think how you can move on with life
without me in it.
how those memories could just fade
into the blue cloudless skys
that shine down on you.
how my smile or laugh
doesn’t come flashing through your brain
whenever you hear our song.
but in this short time
you have blocked me out of your world
a place where in the first place
I didn’t belong.
but with time
your smile and your laugh
will fade out of my head
whenever I hear our song
and you will fade out of my heart
along with it.
I’ve come to a realization, and with time I will feel better about my decision but hating a person isn’t going to change anything, so whats the point.